Heh.I've out done myself yet again with another catchy blog title.Go me! Any-the-ways after much deliberation and contemplation it has come to my attention I am slacking on my normal duties in life.I dont know if I should clarify them,but I will anyways...I spend far too much time online instead of doing things I use to do.Such as cleaning my room,cleaning and detailing my car(which i use to take such pride in doing every week),laundry,organization...the general stuff I *use* to do.I've become so disillusioned about my real life that nothing else seems to matter other than being online for endless hours and screwing myself over badly..My brother was right,as he always is,even thou I havent spoken to him lately due to my seclusion of myself yet again,but he was right.I still have too much work to do on myself but I keep pushing it off for reasons unknown.Maybe I'm afraid that if I do,it'll change the person I am and I dont want that to happen at all.I just finished telling someone about balance.If you go from one thing to another too quickly it throws off your balance,and that is what has happened.I've thrown my balance off...and badly.So I need to fix the balance,and if you understand what I'm saying,I'm proud of you.Basic gist of this is,I will no longer be online during the week,only on the weekends when I'm off.And that is schedule to change,depending on how I feel and if I'm planning on going out.Anyways,so starting at 8am my time I will be logging off everything for the duration of the week..This has nothing to do with anyone,at all,in any way.So,yea,i love you fuckers muchly.So leave me mass love every week,itd make me so happy :) til then,i bid you a do..muah!
