I would ever meet someone that opitimized every good and bad part of everything that completely distracts, mesmerizes, confuses, frustrates , and makes me happy all in one. I have now known curt for i believe five months, At first just friends, someone to talk to about alot of BS that i had gone through, then a good friend...and now so much more...more than i EVER thought it would be! He means the world to me, He has touched a part of me that for so long has been very hidden. He is completely someone i would of NEVER thought i would be with...and all in the same breath everything i have ever wanted. What is the most wonderful thing?...he doesnt associate with fubar or any fubarians...no offense fubar...but your drama is too much for my real life. Its so funny im such a pain in the ass, and a typical New Yorker...and he is your typical southern man...we butt heads well and often...but some how...we still love each other...even when we cant find the common ground. He is the first Man EVER to stand there and refuse to allow me to walk away, or push till there is no other choice but to call it quits...He wont allow it. I think i found the one that is going to break the walls down. The one that cares enough to find the real me behind them. whats funny is i was listening to this song today, collide by howie day...and it fits perfectly for him and i. I love waking up next to him, and the way we just...collide...its something ive never experienced before...everytime i have to go home so i can go to work i miss him terribly and cant wait till i see him again...we dont live far..but far enough to make it a little hard...45 minute drive can be rough when both work opposite schedules...Its ok...we will be fine...Whats funny...Is i somehow know this to be true.
