Icarus's blog: "Hope- by any other name."

I met a girl.
She's pretty damn neat.
She's five years older than me (not the end of the world)
and she lives in Denver (possibly the end of the world)
and she's a scaredy cat (also not the end of the world)

That smile was real though.
Those eyes were real.
That earnest, purity, those bites on my neck
that husky gasp as she ran her fingers down my shoulders...

It all gave me some pretty sweet perspective about the direction my life is taking, and ... where she's been, and where I've been... and how I just
kinda
knew

that I needed to talk to her.
Not just for her sake, but to confront myself in meeting her.

I dunno what more to say on that topic
she's an ecclectic pagan, I can tell by how she bites her lip and looks into my eyes, that she believes in me.

Love?
We'll see.
I barely know her, but...
there's something to be said for immediate connectivity and intensity.
Right now I just want her to be okay with herself.
If I have cosmic one with the universe sex during that process, so be it.
If I really get off my ass and get going during that process, so be it.

She's too damn tall. (not the end of the world)
and she has slavic features (at this point, I'm seeing a pattern)

Oh... and my brother is married now.

A lot of stuff went wrong, I didn't fuck anything up, and I didn't headbutt any one. I only cried after I gave my brother a hug after the ceremony.

I think my toast was pretty good. My friends and family were a bit surprised I had it in me, til I reminded them that expressing emotion is...
pretty much my profession.

I didn't use my standard on this occasion, true love and all that rot.
I thanked my brother and my new sister in law for reminding us to believe in things like happiness and true love, especially during these hard times.

Was I on my game this weekend?
Gods yes.
I could've roshamboed a steel dicked shark.

Best line?
"Just how many gods do you need to call out to"
"umm... a bunch"
/neckbite
"start with A"

...she then proceeded to name about 12 different pantheons of gods in alphabetical order, and stated we would need to have a LOT of sex for her to get to Zeus.
I was okay with that
but we didn't.
It would've just been... kinda cheap to do so.
She's very cuddley though, and she does talk in her sleep.

She might actually be worth the effort here folks.
I hope I don't lose the magic over the phone.