I think I may just want too much. I think I expect too much out of the male gender. Is it too much to want to go on a date? Dinner? A movie? Putt-putt? Something besides just hopping right in bed with each other. Don't get me wrong, I love sex just as much as the next. But geez! I want a guy that likes to hang out and do fun things THEN maybe have some physical fun.
I also want a guy who doesn't play games. For instance, I'm talking to a friend of mine about going to lunch together tomorrow. And we talk about getting sushi and I get happy. Well I said "brb" because my mom needed me for a sec. I came back to the computer and he had sent me an IM saying he was going to bed. I texted him and he never replied. No one goes to sleep within 3 minutes. I know he was just being a baby because I didn't give him my undivided attention. And that's ridiculous. He keeps starting to make plans then backing out or changing his mind or some other bullshit. So I told him we shouldn't even bother with this anymore. I hope I don't hear from him anymore.
So, again, I think I just want too much. A guy that will treat me with respect and not play games. It doesn't seem like much, but damn it's impossible to find. I really think I may just give up all together. It's not worth my head and my heart being toyed with.
BLAH. Now I'm just a whiny pathetic baby. haha. Anyway, thanks for reading...if you actually did. 
