I once dreamed that when I grew up I'd have the American dream.
You know the, wife,kids,the house with the white picket fence.
The suburban bliss.
I live the suburban nightmare.
I'm old.
Alone.
Miserable.
and broke.
I've been told,well if you goto a dr and get some meds...
that might help.
Right.
My life is dictated by a prescription.
Thanks but no thanks.
Or goto a Dr and talk,vent.
I've done that.
The end result is that the Dr got richer
and I poorer.
I look at it this way, he's a mechanic.
He has no incentive to totally fix the car.
Just enough to get you home and to work.
He needs repeat customers.
I never thought that life would be like this.
It's like watching a bad move on lifetime tv
that you can't help but view.
I wish I could wake up from this...but this
isn't a dream...it's my life.
Good g0d, what happened?
Where did I go wrong?
What did I do to deserve this?
Or maybe I shouldn't worry so much about it.
Who cares?
Nobody does...
nor should I.
What happens,happens.
I'll drift along like a leaf in a river..
where ever life takes me
I won't resist.
resistance is futile.
life is a series of futile events
wrapped up in a box with a nice
bow. For me anyways.
So I shall not whine or complain
anymore.
Nor will I shed a tear.
Or sigh.
Or daydream.
Or have emotions.
I'll do what's expected of me.
Pay my bills.
Work.
Smile.
Talk.
Shave.
Shower.
Eat.
Live.
I've given up.
I'm on auto pilot now.
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