Hows it going.I had to get past issues out of my head.I could have put these blogs at other places where I belong but for some Insane reason I posted them hear.I was going to unload my issues of Drugs an Alcohol at tonights NA meeting.Unfortunately I posted this Fucked up reading here.9 days today with out a drink.giving up the pot is going to be tough cause most all where I live use it.I haven't bought any in 2 months,but was told last night I had better buy some this month.that screws up my plan's to escape from the temptations of Drugs.Prescription drugs are my only vice now,The past 9 yrs that I was with my Ex,I didn't do any Coke or nothing hard just weed that we both injoyed.Since we broke up I proberly snorted it 5 times.all done with it.All the yrs. that I preach against it.Made a hipacrit of myself.I just didn't want my friends to Fuck up there Lives like I had done.I'm very close with my Friends there Brothers that I never had.An I Love everyone of them,an they Love me as well.I have basicly been a good guy all my life.Last of the all night partiers,Title ended about 10 yrs ago,when I met my Beloved Kate.We started as friends,I was her new pot Connection,but from the very first time I met her I Desired her.At the time I had a GF + 2 Lovers.Nothing Serious just awesome Sex.But I gave them an everything up for my Wholesome Kate.to be continued.
