I lost my self a some where. Had a VARY INTRESTING YESTERDAY .
I didnt know i wasso ez to read that bothers me a little but hey i have always prided my self to e an open book least online ... but to know that in a month and a half one person in my class just gets me how i feel with out hardly even speaking to me just by watching wow thats just it shocked me .. How much i must be amitting this lost vibe this distraced person who cant foucse ... He said now is time to put that in the past its gone over it wont come back so dont think about it its yesterday
He said that if i want to be something now is the time to become it ... So many 1st and with my age thats alot ... He said think of who u wanna be and act like that soon it will just be that way.
He warned me not to talk with the guys they dont get it there all warp up being techie and not the talking kind that even he has to stop talking lol so it just made me feel better
He made so man y points and it scares me that someone just gets me its like wow and we havnet really had more then a 10 min convo since about 2 month ago e had a an hour or so one
its like he said lots of good facts that r kinda sinking in ... Mind u its not the 1st time i hear them A really amazing friend of mine ben talling me that for months lol i just need to have it beat in to my brain over and over b4 i get it ...
One thisn that amazes me is that someone can be so in tune toothers ... i didn t realize anyone payed me that kind of attenion anymore... he said something else i dont want u talking about some old guy tell me about the hot new guys ur meeting ... u never know whos watching u getting to know u and when ur gonna do something that blocks them form u so forget about the past....
sums it up with what did we learn lol
Be new and be lil more quite and no more old just new
and its write we talked aobut how mosth e time friends r just ppl who are there vary few r real for u who get u will be there
and thats even more tru when u realize how alone u are
i have 2 friends real friends who are not gone half the time who i open up to share everthing
one of them dosnt even live here....
the rest of the ppl r just there
