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I dont any more whether I even exist or am just a shell of a rotted corpse, being forced to just hang around upon this plavet for others' amusement. I have asked myself what truly good reason is it, that the Great Spirits sem to have for wanting me still around. Within my twisted and warped mind, all I see is pain,misery,heartache and death. So many times I just want to join my brother or Squeaky, and just grab that gun, put it up to my temple and pull the trigger so I can be rid of all this chaos and misery I am stuck in , within thi society who just but only sees me as a joke. Many do not realize just how very hard it is I fight each day to just stay alive and breathing. It's a never ending battle that as of late, the Darkness is gaining more and more ground taking over.I see dear ones hurting and in pain, and it makes me feel useless, for there's not a damn thing I can do, to even take away their pain, much less have mine subside within this shell of a body.Honestly, I Just Don't Know Anymore!!!!!
PJ ( James )
3/8/2017
12:21am
