Beautiful Angel SupportTheTroops's blog: "fu wedding"

i got hurt...and what is worse is i liked him....i thought that we were friends....but now i am not sure if we can be...i feel hurt and used...he didn't mean to but he did...i want to forgive him...no wait...i do forgive him but i will NEVER forget today...i can never forget the pain i felt when i stayed waiting for him...when i thought that maybe just maybe he would show..but i gave up...i just let it all go...he didn't come he wasn't here...and it hurt...i am sorry that i over reacted but it hurt...to think that another "wedding" i was to have didn't happen...another time of getting hurt..another time to lose that little trust i had gained... how do i say that i want to be friends but i am not ready...that i want to talk to him but am worried that i will get upset...why do i feel like this