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i loved him with my heart and soul,i would have laid down my life for him. that was a year ago. then life changed.he changed he became abusive . after 7 years he changed so much it wasnt funny all at once.i dont know what happend. what snapped in his mind i just dont know. he just changed. then he cheated and i dont mean online cheating he actually lied to me and spent a night with another woman. i tossed him out. but i was stupid and missed him so i let him come back. i should have know better he made my life hell, he contined to cheat let the other woman harrass me daily, she got me fired from my job for harrasing me, making false claims against me ect. she would post things on fb on my page as different people . would make fake accounts in my name his name and any crazy name she could come up with. and would harrass me from them. but turned it around so it was me doing these things in his eyes. she called the state several times and reported me for neglect and abuse of my child none of wich is true. but she on the other hand had her kids taken from her many times for neglect. how do i know this well it is his ex wife that cheated on him 20 years ago. he had one child with her and the second child she claims is his ,he always said was her second husbands and a prodoct of her cheating. his whole family said the same thing.
well my life is in upheavel again . i am sick. i have to start chemo nect week. i wont see my daughter grow up. my daughter is acting out the man that raised her for 7 years wants nothing to do with her.she sees me sick all the time, her best friend is dying in the hospital for 3 months. my x is posting he will be homeless because she is tossing him out again. his sisterinlaw wanted me to help him i was going to. till i got a nasty email from his brother then i washed my hands of it. well that prompted the revenge again . he has no clue what is going on in my life. who i am with or what i do. well the idiot called the state again this time saying i am a drug abuser,i leave my daughter home alone all the time,i abuse her and neglect her. all of wich is far far from any type of reality. my daughter is never alone more than an hour, and if she is she is 13 what is the big deal and she has never been alone overnight. if i am not comming home she is with me. drugs?? wow i dont even want to take what the precriptions they give me, but smokeing pot ummm nope not in 15 years. let them do the hair folicle test they wont find a thing. neglect, well money is tight, she doesnt have the latest i pad or desigenr clothing but she has what she needs. abuse, she gets yelled at all the time she is a teenager duh!
i havent even told my best freinds whos daughter is dying that i am sick. i try to hide it from them. they dont need to know. i am going through this alone. i have no one in my life i can fall back on at this point no one to hold my hand. do i blame my x yes is do he did this to me . i hate him more than anyone should ever hate anyone. he changed from a loving caring would help anyone person that everyone loved for 6 years to a lier cheater and theif. stealing money from his fellow fire fighteres, and his ems patients. he became abusive and beat me. he let that woman harras me and tourtutr me , make me lose my job ect. i did nothing to deserve any of this.i took care of him his son provided a home for him(i own my home he only had to pay utility bills wich he didnt eve do that) he always had home cooked meals, clean clothing and did nothing around the home to maintain it. i did the inside of the house my daughter did the outside.he sat on his ass barking orders.
after all of this i am the bad person i am the one dying alone and whos child will end up in the system because we have no family and he is worried about being homeless and getting even with me. because i did this to him!!!!! i hate him i really do
