easily amused's blog: "just about me "

i just need to vent. i was a member of fubar years ago when it was cherry tap and went through the name change.i left when i thought i met the man of my dreams. he was handsome, had charm, treated me well.treated my child well. my family loved him, my friends liked him, he made friends in my area quickly. wel l it was all going well for a few years. he had his on line indiscretions, he would get caught and we would fight. they were few and far between in the beginning but it got worse and worse till he actually cheated with not one but several women. he left and moved in with one, cheated on her with another and still kept up his online looking. like an ass i took him back when his life was falling apart. but i could not forgive him  and his behavior just got worse and worse. the fights were daily, he got physical with me hitting me strangling me,verbal abuse, his gf was attacking me creating fake accounts to harass me,trying to break me down. it was starting to work till i realized that i don't need the crap. they deserve each other .

now he has no real job last i have heard he is couch hopping, wears out his welcome with friends,tells his gf one thing but does another. its lie after lie, he is out of control it is sad.he has lost all of his friends around my, he has stole from them got kicked out of the fd for stealing , they in turn have reported him to the state board  with the findings they have and the video. now all of his certifications will be pulled. he works in an area that he needs his certifications to work. but having a theft charge against you ,and domestic violence, will make you lose that. then he will never be able to work in either field again. i don't know what happened his former best friend has no clue what snapped in his head. we all watched him spiral out of control none of us could stop it.

he has told people i have lied about him and his son, no i didn't  people witnessed first had what has happened, he wanted me to tell everyone i lied , how could i do that  when they  know better. as a matter of fact one night he thought he was texting me and his best friend was the one texting him with my phone then he had the balls to tell his former best friend i was harassing him. lol little did he know that was who he was texting while i just sat back and drank my coffee. he to this day denies that ever happened and i harassed him. what ever i don't care . i ended up kicking him out again. he cant harass me this time i was prepared, i have a new cell phone he didn't know about. i pretty much set everything up so i would be ok. this was all done with the help of the friends in the background that while he was busy cheating on me with his gf and cheating on her with everyone ,i had put my life in order was ready to move on. i was even dating  and he didn't have a clue. he was so wrapped up in his life thinking i would do whatever he wanted. boy was he wrong!

honestly i feel for any woman that he gets involved with , i am not the evil bitch that ruined his life. i hate to say he ruined his own life. i am just fine. i still own my home, i still pay my bills, i still have my friends, i have not lied to them. but they did help me get out of a situation  that i needed to. i joined here again just to get away from  the fb drama from his gf and him.  but you know whats funny. he is on here looking for women!!!!! i laughed my ass off when i saw that. so if anyone wants to read my blog and know who he is just msg me i will tell you. i have moved on . i don't need a relationship to make me happy but i am seeing someone. it is nothing serious, i don't want that. the ex does know him. but is not friends with him. we are not out to cause problems. we do not post anything negative about  the ex, like the ex and his gf do to me. it is funny they have used my name called me out tried to antagonize me. all i do is hit print and save all of it.

am i happy, yes , yes i am. am i sad, yes to that to . the man i fell in love with is lost  he died someplace inside the shell that he is now. am i bitter ,nope not one bit . i have grown and learned. and for that i have to thank him