Uneasiness, tears, fear, uncertainty
Those are all the familiar emotions
Churning inside of me
All of them frighting for the chance to raise their head
To take a glance
I shove them down
each in turn
as i try not to let them return
They threaten to overwhelm me
To burn and drown me
The tears i cannot let fall
answer thier masters sweet call
and begin to fall anyway no matter
what i say
They always seem to surface and bring back the emotions
to wreak havoc in my heart while they play
Time clicks by
Each second a minute
Each minute seeming like an hour
Slowly i feel myself losing control and power
All i want now is to escape
From insecurities, their grip, the worry
Oh how i wish your call would come in a hurry
Just as i think that the only release is the sweet surrender of sleep
If i can only escape into the good sweet dreams
and not the nightmares that haunt me
the phone rings
my heart pounds
its YOU
All of my insecurties
melt away once more
as if they
never were.
Hope everyone has a good week
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