So I started talking to an ex again. We were getting along great and everything was going fine. Last night we spent the night together. I won't go into details, but it was very nice. Then today we were talking about hanging out again tonight. Well out of nowhere he said he wouldn't be able to hang out again, as in ever. He later told me that he got some life changing news today that he says keeps us from seeing each other. He refuses to tell me what it is. All he told me was that is wasn't disease related or life threatening. The only thing that comes to mind is that he has knocked someone up. I know it's been a long time since he's had sex, so I don't know if that's it, but maybe it is.
I'm just so confused. I was letting myself fall for him all over again then I get slapped in the face like this. I really wish I knew what was wrong with me. I'm 22 years old and I've never had a real boyfriend. I guess I should say I've never been in a relationship. I don't know what I'm doing wrong.
But my best friend was so amazing tonight. She really gave me some good words of advice/wisdom. I'm going to try and believe what she told me and eventually get over this.
Not to mention I went to the beach today and got sunburned. It hurts pretty bad. But oh well. I guess I'll live.
Thanks for actually reading this, if you did. lol
