TWILLY's blog: "Others speak for me so much better"

Death Valley is one of my favorite places! Enegy there is very strong because all life forms
need to be very strong & patient to survive in that very old place.

Sorry to hammer you with so many personal exixtential issues in my emails. I am forever testing the limits of what is available to talk about.

 

I have an unusually accute memory from what I am told by other people. All of my memories attached to you have always been positive. As a child, teenager & adult I have always percieved you as a positive energy.  The last time I physically saw you was in SLC when I was on a road trip with my first "husband" and you welcomed us even tho we looked like freaks as far as Utah standards went at the time. You didn't judge me based on my clothes or hairstyle like my parents did at the time. In their own way both of my parents apologized to me later about how they treated me during those years.

 

Bruce apologized by saying that he saw a model on the cover of vogue wearing basically what I wore a year earlier (when he was openly embarassed by me & introduced me as the black sheep) then later applauded me for being "ahead of the fashion curve"....Dana apologized when she was on a cross country trip on her motorcycle & came across a bitchy grocery store cashier who gave her crap because she was wearing leather. Dana laughed  and said to herself " I am a totally square nurse and this bitch is treating me like shit because of what I am wearing right now?" Then she remembered she did the same thing to me.

 

I accepted both of those apologies but reminded them  that respect is a two way street & invited them both to have mutual respect. They were both more interested in defending themselves.