blazintommyd's blog: "Fubar specific (updated January 2011)"

She wants money

My tale as a person with a cock and balls, ISO interactive F4FF or just a woman wanting someone to be nice with, naked, share some Loving feelings, getting off together on cam, having nice late night telephone time without paying for it ... A professional woman or one artistically inclined, that hasn't the time for the social bullshit associated with obtaining that sort of thing, safely, or in a timely manner, would leap at this opportunity - and maybe they do, just not with me; but intuition tells me that the pointlessness of such pursuit is attributable to the seeming fact that 99.9 % of the women on line that aren't Lesbians are in one way or another looking for money - and don't let them kid you, it's Always there - and most often they're looking for a sugar daddy or some guy with a job that will set them up in an apartment or house and pay half the bills (read the fine print - half their bills, what about yours?). So I won't do that for you and if that means I'm a Homosexual so be it, all of my major heroes are anyway. So no matter how fabulous your nsfw folders are, you won't turn me into your slave: there are plenty of soulless pix and videos to jerk off to, with the identical depressing denouement afterwards. So I'm looking for the other .1%

Everyone has something special about them, but you have to find out what it is, take it out, polish it, make it your style.

The seeming lack of that .1% rendered me weak and forlorn. Subject to unjust exaction for man's general abuse and repression of women: I was robbed, abandoned and left in greater pain than any I perceived they had suffered. Receptive men can only learn from women who have risen above revenge not from those that succumb to the various role models Conservative Males have created for them. In that regard, Judgment was generous* ... my time with that is done.

I realize that my likelihood of finding this .1% here or anywhere else on line or possibly on earth is overly optimistic. We may live in parallel universes. The Homosexual man and the Heterosexual woman frittering away their existence waiting for their tall dark and handsome Knight, whom in truth and reality does not exist but still trying to make that fantasy a reality, the dark rings bore deeper around our bagging eyes; do we still have a choice, me , with my .1% archetype: Fate sweeps us, merged, on a train of just people, speeding forward, passengers, overwhelmed in reverie of what awaits, the view is morphed to a blur.

It seems that most of the men and women on here are still buying or receiving credits for tickets to different destinations but leading to the same place and aside from death none that I care to be headed towards anyway; having paid my dues, I'm just here for the ride ... so let's stay on the scenic route, please.

Quod me nutrit me destruit

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* and Judgment was against me

After glancing at "Irate Women" Parts 1 & 2, and saying to myself 'there is no fucking way I'm going to read all of that shit' it occurred to me that no one else is, either. If they did they'd realize 1st and foremost that I detest the Heterosexual ideal that "the man" hauls his burly ass out the door and brings home a big ole buck for the wife and kids to eat while the woman tends the garden, bakes bread and bends over for the guy as a reward for his Hard work, that whole schlemiel to me is people imitating animals because they're too fucking lazy and stupid to use their Powers of Creation to make an interesting life for themselves

So to make a long story short - I can't marry you because I already am and I can't afford to keep you as a mistress, nor pay you for any kind of sex or sex related thing not even $2 a minute so I can cum watching you on cam. 

So now you're probably thinking well what the fuck are you doing on here ... are you a faggot or what?

Read my profile

Conservatives are opposed to evolution because it will allow us to evolve out of the tragedy of their exploitation, which the Conservatives live off and profit by: so they impose fear in the hope that we will resist evolution so that they and their progeny may continue to exploit the general population.

The result of this is a tension between 'potential evolution' - the result of what would appear to occur given knowledge of all factors  - as opposed to mutation - e.g.,

A fashion and style trend was evolving which allowed comfort and freedom but Conservatives through their symbiotic relationship with business impose dress codes requiring people to wear uncomfortable and ugly uniforms,  have their hair a certain way, forbidding piercings, tatoos and whatever else they fancy and enforcing these codes by the deprivation of your ability to subsist - e.g., Blacklisting as done in the so called McCarthy era and on a more general scale, replacing you with immigrant labor, denying you welfare, protection against veneral disease, foreclosing your mortgage

Under classsical Heterosexual Patriarchy (HP) women worked and men managed them,. This is still the case in some 'primative' civilizations as in Africa:. In the US women were 'housewives' while men went out as labor units in servitude to corporations. So in terms of sexuality as enforced by the Conservative partnership between Church and State fear was imposed; that an invisible Man God would do terrible unspeakable things to you in Life and after life unless you refrained from all sexual activity except under monogamous marriage contract imposed by the State and executed by the Church where the missionary position for the sole purpose of procreation was allowed,  but all else would be punished by God and the State. So whatever problem might arise in your life it could never be attributed to those servants of sacred holiness - the church, business and government (unless overthrown by Godless Liberals or communists) - but resulted from your sinful ways.

Once long ago there was a Conservative place called the Garden of Eden but Satan corrupted it, otherwise all of these things that Conservatives find to be fucked up would have to be seen as the fuck ups of God - i.e., Conservatives would be opposed to God.

And now in the present rather than business (which includes religion) or government in any manner serving you, it controls you through fear, for the sole purpose of human exploitation; but because we are greater in number and that we demanded that government serve us our existence is now comprised of our battle to be human in whatever spare times business allows to us. So rather than our servitude being continuous to death our punishment for wanting to be human has been reduced to indentured servitude which the Conservative are presently destroying by raising the age of retirement, denying various health benefits and encouraging disease management so that we may all be dead before they allow us to be free and collect pensions

Most people realize that this  situation bloody fucking sucks but submit to it anyway which finally brings us around to Heterosexuality:

One of the most profound mutations resulting from imposed Heterosexuality and monogamy is that man's need to prove his virility to a woman has been sublimatied by money. From this you have various relationships indentified with various tags such as Gold Digger, Master/Slave, prostitute and housewife. The man gets cleaned up, shaves off his beard cuts his hair and dresses all to demonstrate that he isn't a complete and thorough Brute - e.g., he won't literally club you over the head and drag you to his cave;. He secures indentured servitude to a corporation and goes after the woman he wishes to own under contract. He makes a date, brings her flowers, buys dinner (a sublimation of the hunter). The woman showing her Virgin Mary sacred Holiness keeps her asset from him until he agrees to care for her during the course of her life enslavement.

He slaves for the corporation, she slaves for him they fuck and have children to replenish the labor unit market and make their microcosmic Garden of Eden - i.e.,  since government and business are peopled by Conservative psychopaths incapable of Love for anyone except in some cases and to some limited degree their own progeny and incapable of anything else other than the exploitation of humanity facilitated by government allowing them a monopoly on all means of human subsistence, the labor units are encouraged to mimic them. Information is provided by the Society Page.

So now we bring all of this Eisenhower Elysium to social networking. Women looking for providers and men looking for someone to devote the product of their orgasm to. This is the paradox of HP - the one thing that was allowed to  continue  under the direction of the Church, the State and business telling the man where to shoot it, was Man's instinctual need to enjoy himself by cumming. It's free, you can do it yourself and it doesn't cost anything; while women who are far more biologically acclimated to this equal right of existence were deprived of it by guilt, shame, fear and even physical brutality all imposed by men, which continues and persists to this very day; and female resentment of this situation is their rightful indignation. It is outrageously unjust and self  suppressed because the unbearable unfairness and abject depravity of this situation is veritably enough to drive any decent hujan being insane.

Some women like cock and want to enjoy some every once in a while, maybe once or even a few times a day, maybe less and their situation is - Jesus fucking Christ guys can't you at least show some human decency, you know the real flesh human dildo is nice when I really need it, but it would also be nice to have a little compassion and fairness attached to the rest of what goes with it too. And as I said in the first part of this writing, men don't know how to do that. So while we as people wage our daily war against Church, business and government to allow us to be human beings instead of labor unit cog widgets consuming from the company store, women are trying to be women instead of slaves dominated by men. The situation seems hopeless - e.g., some women submit to a 'kindler gentler' slavery, society makes it too difficult to be absolutely free. To a large extent you still have to  sell sex in one way or another and rely on men; others thoroughly insane bu the whole situation buy into the Conservative tale of  the Ginger Bread House, with the white picket fence and the big strong story book arms to take care of them.  Those seem to end up as problem drinkers, alcoholics, chain smokers, soap opera addicts, &c looking for something that doesn't exist and blaming others for depriving them of it. And to a large extent many of those women comprise a considerable number of those you see complaining about men - e.g., they submitted, they tried it didn't work out can't you just be nice well let's just drinl and fuck, what the hell can we do about it any way.

Conservatives have urged these Heterosexual socio-economic fairy tales on people in the hope we'll believe it and not rebel; their media incessantly bombards us with it, there is practically no escape. With all or any alternatives, banned, censored, declared as the cause of AIDs instant death whatever we want to believe but who are we kidding ourselves, we know it's bullshit and you know everything I'm confirming to you is what you already know. But men are stupid the Conservatives have them beat women into submission, literally or metaphorically.

The way it works out in social networking?

Man married a woman that used sexual allure to get money, and/or security - i.e.,  they surrendered their sexuality to the church and business and learned to do without sex. These are the ones that don't swallow, their jaw gets sore, just hurry up and cum.  The man is unfufilled but he has also surendered his sexuality to monogamy but hey if I can find a real Live girl to interact with and cum to online then it's my harmless escape from this abject fucking misery that's given me this beer gut and this asshole of a job. So there is the pornography industry to continue in the exploitation as well. Would it be better to fuck - the female - family dog? OMG Harold Thumper is a MALE dog :o

So here is the HP male, terrified of Gay sex unless the mouth or asshole belongs to a female and bound to the pseudo morality of mongamy - his only escape is online and he outnumbers women by at least 10 to 1 due to his own stupidity because the very same women he could either be fucking in real life or getting off with online he's calling a whore a bitch demanding her time threatening her ... and alas ... sex becomes married to violence and here come the Conservative who now now use violence to sublimate sex

The quick fix? rip your fucking clothes off and be free, let your wife or girlfriend fuck whoever she wants to and you do the same thing and if you don't want to do that then don't criticize people that do because all your criticisms do is support the Conservatives in their continued human exploitation and hatred of nature and humanity.

I see some rather irate profile statements from women regarding men asking them to cam look at pix of their cock or whatever and i realize that Heterosexual Patriarchy has spoiled men and is really the root of all evil in society today  along with the  ruthless  exploitation of labor by business and the apathetic disregard of government to both situations

The solution to this is not government nor business authority commanding discipline and codes of conduct it's how we interact and react with one another. Guys? Believe me, most women Love sex way more than you do. In fact if we could handle them being free you'd never be able to keep up with any of them. You'd be standing around the fire rubbing your cocks drinking beer, talking about hunting nascar whatever and they'd be having the time of their life, enjoying themselves in their own way too. The trouble is most guys and I'm talking like 95% of the male population can't handle that emotionally. They get all huffy, trying to hold back the tears and then it just splatters out "You Filthy Fucking Whore" !!

Yeah; Way to go guys; just what the Lady wants to hear. Makes her feel all nice warm and tender inside.

Male pride is not something that results from testosterone it's what results from Church and State imposing Heterosexual Patriachy on society and then protecting men in their enslavement and ownership of women. Stop and think about it, what are the two worst fears of the typical American Male, that is after the thought of losing their cock or even their balls? (1) My wife or girl friend had another cock inside of her and Loved it particularly when I was not around or (2) someone thinks that I'm a cocksucker, that I want to take it up the ass particularly if this creates the impression that I'm weak and effeminate. The foregoing elements are the two major symptoms of Heterosexual male pride. Every conflict that any man or woman ever had with one another in the entire history of the United States directly originates from either of these foregoing 100% strictly male mutations created by the Church enforced by the State and imposed upon men - and yes many times by other women - e.g., if he's going to own my ass then he can't fuck anyone else either and if he does then I'm going to fuck someone else - to get even? Or hey dude if I can only have one guy? Then you better have that cock hard and ready to last for as long as it takes me to get off on it, none of this limp dick faggy ass bullshit

You can go on and on analyzing the symptoms but the next time you - the woman - has this sort of problem with a man check it out and you will see that you can trace it back to one of these foregoing elements/symptoms. I get guys that can't tell that I'm a guy. They're like a horse used for artificial insemination. They see a horses ass leap up to fuck it and a guy catches their cock in a giant "Fleshlight" the horse never knows the difference - but that's a whole other blog entry. So how do i handle that when they continually day after day sometimes every several hours are hitting on me? I block them.

So I think some sympathy is in order for men too. As I've stated in other blog entries, and maybe this is a remnant of Heterosexual Patriarchy for the purposes of breeding (to people Israel the family farm, Hotsie Totsie another Nazi, whatever) but I need something nice to devote my jizz to or else it just doesn't work. Visual imagary sometimes gets that going, but personally I like mush talk and what I refer to as "the Loving feeling". The trouble is HP allows men to remain in a veritable state of barbarity. They're crude because being sweet and expressive is equated with faggotry and they have to be virile and macho to prove their cock can make up for several in order to claim ownership of a woman that they can keep as a sex slave and fuck exclusively. So when a woman let's them know she's not interested then it strikes a blow to his male pride. The tears start to form just like when he finds out that a woman he adores isn't a virgin and even enjoys sex with others, but at this point he doesn't know that yet so what comes out instead of "you filthy whore" is "you fucking bitch".

Hey way to go guys, sing the National anthem go kill some civilians in some poor defenseless country where the government can finally declare a win instead of having it's ass creamed by Communists in Viet Nam

Facing and acepting reality is hard but as Maestro Cecchetti said in order to execute the step correctly you first have to admit that you don;t know how to do it.

It's a serious problem. And a lot of men have hated me for disclosing all of this  - tommy you fucking trader you fucking faggot you - because it confirms what women already know instinctively. But it's necessary for men to allow women to be free so that we as a society can evolve out of this primative and obsolescent unworkable state of things and be free to enjoy the one and only thing that is free after breathing, which is having an orgasm.

So the fact of the matter is, being a real man is adoring a woman that is free; if she shoots you down look elsewhere. It's no big deal. There are different sized and shaped pussies just like there are different sized and shaped cocks; and if you really started getting evolved? Everyone has a mouth and everyone has an asshole and if guys would learn how to be more presentable beautiful and polite and women don't want us then we can go back to the fire drink some beers and Love each other while they do their own thing too:)

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This constitutes the arbitrary censorship of political speech in what fubar deems a public place and prior restraint by threats of ad baculum force.

The US military blowing things up in some other part of the world is not my doing, does nothing for me, in no manner "protects me" and merely robs money from me in the form of taxation on behalf of corporate welfare.

I am sorry that this "system" requires your family to join the military and kill people so you can eat.  I'd rather my tax dollars go to feeding, housing and providing medical services to the population and the choice of war instead  attests to the utter failure of such "system" ... not something to be celebrated.

So I do not "support the troops".

Love of Country is right out of Mein Kampf, would you fuck a rabbit hole or rub your pussy up against Mount Rushmore? It's a mass of land defined by Treaty boundries under the Law of Nations, which is supposed to be governed by the United Nations but the war mongers you elect to the National Government don't like that idea because they'd rather start offensive wars with small defenseless countries than actually provide for the General Welfare and that's all you're supporting when you "support the troops"

If you're a guy and you're not going to rate and fan me 1st then I'm probably not going to add you as a friend

Generally, guys want to friend me for different reasons but the main ones are (1) I always wanted to be with a guy and like your pix so may I please suck your cock or (2) because they want to make it look like we're real friends to make my girlfriends think they're cool

I list myself as bisexual but I do prefer women but I also like threesomes and moresomes and in those situations I enjoy seeing naked men and their cock(s) getting excited with women. I also like to see women with men and enjoy doing c2c with couples. But just watching a guy stroking his cock or him just watching me really does nothing for me unless there are women present or in some manner involved.  There may be exceptions like if the men are really hot and maybe having an orgy or something; but generally speaking I'm really not looking to have single men as friends unless there is something about them beyond sexuality and in almost all social networking situations this is seldom the case, particularly where they have nothing to say and/or have no apparent purpose in wanting to be friends

So if you're a guy or you see a guy as my friend, there's either (a) something special about them (b) there is some networking purpose like they're owner or affiliated with a lounge (3) they're a couple (4) a girl friend told me to add them and I adore her enough to do whatever she tells me to do or (5) a really hot woman/gf wants me to see her with him and wants me to be friends with a guy she fucks or wants to fuck because it turns her on

I get into that because in my view women ought to be just as free as men and men ought not get jealous about it and shouldn't try to own or possess women, just let them be free - the sex is better that way too.

O and if you are Gay, a tranny or a CD, you're more than welcome to be friends just say so on the FR.

Back in 2006 threough 2008 I represented myself in two pro se appeals - one to the 2d Federal Circuit and then I petitioned the US Supreme Court, the follwing is what I had posted here at that time

... which is due in a rather short time and which I should probably be working on right now but it is very difficult getting going becasue I'd rather be doing the Lost Cherry thing or something else. I'm going to try to be checking in but won't be spending as much time and still have to do dance practice 6 days a week (x) 6 hrs minimum.

The other thing I wanted to mention is that my usual computer is off line the machine I'm presently using is old consequently some of the sites on LC crash my browser, I can't view videos &c, So please don't think I'm avoiding you. As of right now October 25th there are quite a few comment cherries left especially on my private pics And I've reached my posting limit so please leave me some Love so Baby Jesus will increase my capicity

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During the interim period between State and Federal appeals, I was a College Radio educational broadcaster at SUNY Binghamton where my 1st Amendment rights were violated and I was forcibly removed from a live broadcast by campus security under the order of the station manager - all State employees and therefore subject to Federal suit under 42 USC 1983 (see West v Atkins).  My case was wrongfully dismissed and my appeals were denied.

A video from that time maybe been viewed here Scroll down to October 28, 2009 and April 2010