I hope this actually makes it into blog form. We'll find out what mood the powers that be are in today!!
For those who have not read the other blog, please do so. I'm not repeating myself!
After much meditating, journaling, and discussing this surreal incident with my energyworker friends, I have pretty much come to the conclusion that this was one of those things that was supposed to happen. For whatever reason this young man and I were supposed to strengthen the rather weak connection between us. And, yes, we have a fairly strong connection now. I was led to offer to send him energy while he is over in Iraq and he agreed to this! I am already doing so.
Psi vamp? Probably. But the tranced out, dreamlike state was not so much done to facilitate energy feeding as it was to make us both cooperative in this endeavor, lol! In retrospect, I think he was as tranced out as I was. The powers that be needed our connection strengthened, and that was that!!
Moral to the story: When you put yourself in the hands of the Goddess and God, you may be in for a wild ride, yes, indeed!! You will also surrender all control, on occasion, if to do so makes things happen in a timely manner - timely, by Divinity's standards, lol! The worst aspect of the whole thing for me was the loss of control. I have major control issues - I NEED to be in control. Thought I had dealt with this issue pretty well. Apparently NOT!!!
Yes, this is still an abridged/censored version of the experience. Some know the whole story. If you feel you REALLY need to know, feel free to PM me!
For what it's worth, I am still firmly placed in the hands of the Goddess - I'm a risk-taker by nature! I am comfortable now with my strange and surreal experience - well, still a little blown away by it all, lol! But I'm OK, I truly am.
I guess this passes muster as it hasn't disappeared yet, lmao! Later, dear friends! Muahz!
