" I Only Wonder"
At times I sit back and question myself as to,
The things I've done and choices made in he past.
Deep down I wonder if I am actually lucky at all,
Or am I to be doomed for all of eternity to come.
There are friends I have made in this life who,
Honestly and truly mean a very great deal to me.
Sometimes it seems as if some of them though,
Could honestly care less what or how I feel.
They to me are closer than most of my family,
Yet to a lot of them, I am nothing but a joke.
Guess that the times now in this life are but only,
The things that make you ask why we even try.
Mine eyes have had many a tear shed,
And my heart has had quite a few aches.
I sit and ask myself a lot of times you see,
If people actually even care or like me,
I just simply but only wonder!!!!
PJ Page 6/25/2012 1:14am