So, I finally got my parents ( well one of them at least) to agree to let me go to florida for a week with my friend. That was an accomplishment. Now all I need to do is come up with $1000 before June 20th with my shitty part time job. But even if I cant get the money, well at least not all of it, I am determined to go. Nothing is going to stop me. Everything is almost all set,and I want/need to see Mike. It's a yearning I have. Never have I wanted anything more. I get to go without having someone to tell me to calm down, behave myself. fuck that. This is my way to freedom. No one is going to be breathing down our necks telling us what to do. This is something I need to do without them. Jax Beach is going to be awsome, and the beach, and everything is going to be perfect. :) This is the reason to keep sane right now. And not get upset by others that are (or should I say,trying to at least) dragging me down..and with college right around the corner (( in which, i havent done a damn thing to prepare for. yep, im a procrastinator)) I can do what I need to keep sane, and not worry about my family, my fucked up friends (( cough cough )), and everything else thats fucked up in the world. Im going to have 1 week to myself to have fun and do what I want (( and no rizzo, that doesnt mean drinking the entire time)). :) I love life right now. :) :)
