It is not that I understand nor is it that I want to. It is that I am lost and confused and I can not comprehend the things you do. I watch with wondering eyes as you move from one to another with no thoughts of the danger or the pain. I cry as I see you destroy relationship after relationship leaving nothing left to gain. You my darling, are as mystified as I you know not why you do these things. Maybe you fear the commitment that may be asked, you fear the golden rings. What you have yet to realize is no one has asked that from you, and if they know you they would not. They can see the trepidation that you feel and are happy with the intimacy that together you have got. There is hope somewhere deep down, I can see it when I look into your eyes. You are searching for the answers you need to know the elusive why's. You want as much as any other yet are unable to reach out and take what you so deserve. I only hope that you can grasp your happiness before all of her patience has drained from the reserve.
