im at my all time low but it feels so familiar and maybe its my fault, maybe i made this mess, but tommorow ill be gone so tonight i say goodbye, dont try to make me stay theres no one left to tell me the truth, maybe this is just one more mistake i have to live with the rest of my life, but i took one last walk around town, saw all my favorite spots, i watched them fall, i laid under the stars and made my plans. its time for me to face all my past mistakes, time for me to count my scars, time for me to apologize, i feel this may be the end, so let me apologize while im still alive, and if you wont forgive me then its gonna kill me for the rest of my life.