i cry out to you my tears splash across your face but im not there, when i look into your eyes, it's like im nowhere you hide behind your lies building walls that i despise. you say "i love you" just 3 words 8 letters that i fight cuz when i hear your words slur i know that i'm right you're drunk again i can smell it on your breath, the poison drips down your chin and i hate you, 3 words couldn't be more true because im leaving this place, gotta take a step forward if you wanna win the race but tonight im drowning in a pool of my own sorrow maybe i'll wake up refreshed, wake up to a better tomorrow, tonight i'll picture pain i'll paint it with my blood, a self-portriat dramatic and morbid but the odds of you finding any appreciation is too slim, i'll keep my outlook grim.