I've been close to many people in my life, people I still think about. Some only breeze through my mind on occasion, but others pass through on a daily basis. A song will trigger a memory of them. A smell will bring back a time we were together. A place we had been will cause thoughts of them to cascade through my mind. I doubt that I'll ever forget them. Even those that have hurt me are still present in my thoughts. They are a part of me now and I can never remove them from my memories. I often wonder if they ever think of me? Am I ever on their mind or am I just easily forgotten? Did I affect their lives the way they affected mine? Do they ever wonder what I am doing like I often wonder what they are doing? Do they ever desire to find me again the way I desire to find them? As I sit here thinking, I realize I have never moved on. My feelings for them have never faded. They are as much a part of me now as they were before. I wonder if they sometimes feel the same way? Do they ever think of me? JFC
