Des Mafia Bouncer's blog: "poems"

does you heart miss a beat when you say my name out loud? butterflies in stomach when you return home each night

excitement in you loins at the thought of my touch

knee bucking effects when i casually trace your back

do you dream of me each night as in bed with you i lay

am i ur first thought in morning when you wake up and start your day.

do you wonder if ill be there old and at your side

do you wonder if with each mouthful do you enjoy the meal i make or the time i spend trying to make the house just right.

do u sit there staring at a phone waiting for it to ring

and does your heart pound like thunder at the though of loving me Am i here in your life cos you love me or cos fate threw you this curve..

you say u see wonder when in fact you see fear..

fear that you will reject me cos im not the woman you thought i was fear that im not good enough or maybe just that you have had enough.

you are not what i thought you were, in fact i cant complain you are far better than i hoped for and i hope you feel the same..

. by julie