PLEASE READ SLOWLY AND CAREFULLY BEFORE YOU JUDGE!!!
Well Let me go out on a strange limb and just state this PEOPLES OPINIONS are there very own not mine unless stated or written by me. Just because I post your comment or better yet respond to your comment dosent mean I feel or those thoughts are my expressions
I write to write and get my point my views and thoughts out, don't like what you see then don't read it. Look I speak my mind cuz I have that right and choice.
I never directed anything I said or wrote on here or anyywhere else to be taken so far or in offense to anyone. I feel that some of the things I said or responded to may have had more of an effect on some more then others and I want to go on record saying I apologize for not clarifying things. I never wanted it to be an attack on any one person or subject matter. I appreciate everyone you decides to read and put thought into responding......BUT again it was a general thought by me and it was always to serve a bigger purpose. Look all I can say is I appreciate and am sorry and am lost at times. All in all Im gonna do what I want regardless of what people say or think. I dont want to call out any paticular event or person, even though pissed but all I can say is I am sorry and I want things to work out for the best. 2 wrongs never make a right, so if I am stuck in the left turn lane the rest of my life then so be it. I know what really is in my life everyone else is just outsiders looking in, take the time to read the page and take notes....Sometimes things get recycled and reused does not mean they ever lose there meaning or feeling, if that was the case the the words "I LOVE YOU" lost there purpose way back in middle school. I take care of my responsabilities what you dont see but think could be wrong reopen your eyes.
well all I know is all I ask for is not to be judged or cticized but just let me be me and respect my decions and choices whatever or whoever they are with or towards. this is hopefully where it gets deep
We can sneak into our live with undistrubed thoughts over the perfect things to say and then just choke on the words.
Well every one feels like giving me there 2 cents but noone ever has change for a dollar. I have come to find out I might not be right in the mind , wait a minute I am fine....Im just not fucking blind anymore.
If I locked my self in my mind then would I have a closet to clean. well these words I write are that for me. I have looked for the key to unlock the seed but lost the whole damn thing.
You ever feel like you know where and what everything exactly is but you just dont want to SEE?
Look I have messed things up alot along my journey into life you know what everyone does. If you really think I did something to you I did. but you also did something to me. GUESS WHAT thats what friends do they FUCK UP, and wow thats why you forgive discuss and get over it.
I understand people move on take there own adventures and are happy so be it. I have hung up all my past aggresions and moved on from shit along time ago as well as others. I have no chip on my shoulders nor should I but if I did it would be chocolate or chips AHOY. basically this all comes down to I will keep certain people around and keep my thoughts and opinions of them in high regards, it dont matter what other people think I THINK 4 MYSELF everything after that is a thought.
Look Im not gonna risk 13 yrs or even what i can say 3 yrs or even 3 months over stupid BS just cuz other have been pissed off or hate way things are. I DO MY OWN THING for ME yes thats right I SAID ME. If you choose to distance yourself from me or go seperate ways cuz my opinion doesnt reflect your or is against the grain then do it now n let me know. I will always have differences with people FRIENDS ALWAYS DO....but TRUE n I mean TRUE friends Always work thru those differences and stick by your side.....Like I said I just want not to be criticized or judged but acknowledged for my efforts and accomplisments and praised and given support in my roads n paths I follow....LOOK IM OVER ALOT OF THINGS BUT BUT BUT I do want to keep some of my past close to me because it helped make me the person I am today and means more a shitload to me and If others cant accept it OH WELL then let me speak bout your decisions...cuz half the time they arent any better. Well hopefully this all helps
Dont ever be anyones Slogan, because we are all poetry!!!!
question for everyone I have is do want brand new shit or fix what you have?
