Pinned against the walls of solitary confinement pondering the thoughts that have been dorment for many years. Why now why ever do the thought emerge? Make this straight jacket tighter before I break free from it losing control of emotions. Keep me pinned to the wall before I hurt myself. Give me a syditive to calm my nerves do not allow me to speak a word of my inner pain sew my mouth shut and tape it. I dont need to hear my own suffering cover my ears so i hear no evil to be done.