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What are you waiting for?
I wrote this a few nights ago on my phone. I just wanted to write it down. I suppose it's weird to most folks but thanks ok. I am weird LOL. I wrote it so please give me the credit if for some odd reason it appeals to you and you share it. Thanks! :)
Dear Soulmate,
I miss you all the time. It seems like a millenia since we were together. Could be, maybe longer. I often wonder if you remember me, heaven, the love we shared. I've searched for you in the eyes of a million souls. But none were you. I know, I shouldn't've followed you here, I simply didn't feel that I would quite be as at home in heaven without you. Plus I was afraid you might not make it home for a very long time, if ever, if I didn't come to remind you. I also remember us wanting to experience human passion together. Did you land here as a demon/fallen angel, or as a man? Are you still here? Have you already gone back home to heaven, and left me here to yearn?
None of these senseless selfish humans can take your place as my 1. Try as I might. Forgive me for not waiting. For trying to make other people into you in my mind, that I may express my love for you. It scares them. I scare them. It's too pure, too passionate. They run away.
And I'm left here alone. Missing you. Wishing, hoping, and praying that God, in His generousity and infinite wisdom, might see fit to reunite us, that we may spend the rest of this human life together, happy, in love, and complete.
Is He preparing us to reunite, or have we both wandered too far off in our own wasys to be good for eachother anymore? Wow, the mere thought breaks my heart. I pray if we don't meet here, that we are reunited in heaven, soon.
I miss you and love you.
Always yours,
Me
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