Dear Dad,
Yesterday marked 4years that ya had left ya family and headed to heaven. At 2:45pm we lost you. At around 12:30pm we as a family sat around and discussed your options with the dr. that was in charge of ya at the time. We had decided as a family that it would be best to take ya off of life support. As hard as that was we knew as a family it was the best thing for ya. The dr. said we couldve kept ya on life support but ya may have become a vegatable the rest of ya life and we knew ya wouldnt want that. The dr. said ya sustained SEVERE muscle damage to ya heart that pretty much took ya life instantly. We sat around and decided as a family to donate what organs we could of yours knowing that ya would want to help someone else if ya couldve. My heart still hurts like hell not having you here. As we all know though dad ya in a better place now and your not suffering anymore.
In the past year I have had ALOT happen to me. As ya already know that. The kids went into foster care a year ago. Though we both know they shouldnt be there. Though dad they are coming home soon!!! Aj is about to turn 17! Wow hard to believe huh? Hard to imangine he graduates next year. He is still wrestling this year and loving it! Hes still short but just a little taller then me now. He is at Belleville High and seems to enjoy it. He wants to be come a mechanical engineer when he graduates and wants to go to WCC. He is turning into a handsome young man. Miranda has surpassed me in height by like 3inches. She has turned into a beautiful young lady as well. She misses her grandpa very much. OMG dad she acts just like me!!! HELP! The world cant handle 2 of me now. Shes at Picnkeny High. Her grades are alot like mine were. Shelbie is at Tappan Jr. High and is with my mom. She is doing well in school. She is still shorter then me and is built alot like you short and stubby. She has been going to church on sunday's with Grandma.
I really havent talked to Cathy since ya have passed away. It hard for me NOT to go to the house and see ya sitting on the couch watching some sort of sports. Especially a Michigan football game....Cussing and throwing things at the t.v. cause Michigan is losing!!!
I miss you soooo much and I will ALWAYS be ya little girl!
As I told ya alot has gone on with me last year. The kids were taken from me. I got back to work back in November. Started dating a guy I met and have now broke up again with him. We was going to get married but thats a bunch of BS. He plays to many games. Steve is in jail for not paying child support, but that doesnt surprise ya does it? He is worthless now then and in the past. Iam finally getting me in line and back together. Its hard not to have ya here for me when I need ya. Specially when mom is a bitch over things! No matter what dad ya will remain in my heart and soul forever and always. Ya use to call me ya "Leeper" and whenever I think of that I cry. I know that ya have been there at a few of me and the kids visits. It wasnt meant for ya to go....Dad ya beat cancer and I know ya couldve beat this. But besides dad ya in a better place now and Ill be there with ya one day. I love you and miss you as each day passes.
Love you always,
Your Little Girl
