Every year at this time I take and write my father a letter....He passed away on Febuary 1st 2003 and this is my way of grieving...I lost him at 2:45 Febuary 1st...He was 62 and his birthday is a week from today....
Dear Dad,
Well it has been 6 years since ya left us...Still feels like just yesterday that ya went peacfully into gods hands!!! Well as ya know I write this to ya every year to let ya know what has gone on with me and the kids in the last year wether its good or bad...Well I met the man of my dreams last and couldnt have asked for a better man than what I have found...Really wished ya couldve met ya wonderful new son in law...Patrick is great to me and the kids, I have inherited 3 of the greatest step kids ya could have ever imangined...yea believe it or not I re married again...Didnt think I would have ever done it but I did and I have never been so happy in my life...As ya know I fought Washtenaw County forever it seemed like and they terminated my rights from the kids...All cause I couldnt find a job in this tough fucked up economy...Crock of shit huh? Yea I thought the same thing...I was really worried Patrick was goin to leave me when it happened but it has made he and I even stronger then ever...Over Thanksgiving I was in the hospital as ya know...Got a nasty staph infection from a damn pimple of all things and getting pierced again...Just my damn luck huh? Even though they terminated me A.J went awol and came back home to me in July...Trying to get the lead ouuta the boys ass to get a job...and boy does he have HEAVY lead weighing him down...He's opted to go to college this fall which if he dont Iam kicking his ass from here to the moon...He overall is doing really well...Hes health happy and has a good girlfriend...She moved in and kicks his butt all over the place HaHa...Miranda has completed rehab and doing awesome as ever...She has an amazing boyfriend that I think she will end up marrying...Believe it or not theyve been together almost a year now...Shes really happy also...Shes doin well in school and wants to attend college to go into nursing...Shel is doing good as well...cant believe she's a sophmore this year...Shes still with my mom as ya know also...Me and my mom are getting along a little better still wont be the best of friends like we use to be...Can ya believe that POS Steve actually has been paying child support for over a year now? Hard to believe isnt it? I know it shocked the hell out of me...For Christmas last year Pat got me my car so that we would have 2 vehicles so that neither of us miss work anymore...I love my new car shes so pretty and definetley fun to drive...Hoping in a few weeks to be buying our 1st house together and wow I cant wait for that...Hard to believe that things are going good for me and Pat but I have longed to find this true happiness in my life...Cathy on the hand who knows what crawled up her ass but I dont even care no more wether she accepts me and my kids...She has changed SOOO much since ya passed away and its a sad thing that she has but her loss not mine...havent talked to Joe or Jeff either they have closed me out of their lives and no idea why...I know ya dont like what ya wife or sons have done...That though hurts me ALOT...But again their loss and at this point I really dont care anymore...Me and Dana have been talking alot lately which is good being I dont have much family (other then Pat's family) to really talk to...Ya have NO idea how much I miss you...But I know I will ALWAYS be ya little girl...Cant believe in 2 days it will be 6years that we have buried you...My heart aches everyday for ya...I wish ya wouldnt have left us so suddenly...But I know that every day that passes I know ya watching over me and my kids...Well daddy continue to R.I.P until next year when we talk again... I miss you and love you more then ya can ever imangine!!!
Love ya always and forever,
Your little girl
