I'm not afraid anymore to express how I feel...
So smoke all you want,
Just remember I like to drink sometimes.
You always take people for their word,
Have you ever changed your mind?
I bear witness to your senseless conviction,
You're holding me in contempt,
From a past you keep buried deep within.
Conquering your excuses for my next mistake,
I hide my feelings from your frightened heart.
Keep running, hate me if it feels good,
Place your blame on me,
And leave me stuck here waiting.
You can't even see past your own selfish world,
To know how you make me feel.
My eyes are like a burden, you can see right through me,
You're hurting me with your childish games.
I wish you could understand,
I'm doin time for a crime I didn't even commit.
You'll never know what you have until it's gone.
You keep me chasing a lost cause,
Culminating pain makes me want revenge.
I finally opened up,
I still feel like I'm trying to get back at her.
When the lights go out maybe I'll understand.
Push me, pull me, how do I escape?
Your jealousy suffocates my smile,
I just want to be me.
I'm not sure I can tolerate this anymore,
You want to be with me, or you don't.
