PART III
Chapter IX
Damien LaRouche:
I miss you more and More each day
An emptiness so vast that I hold within
Your voice haunts me with every word I say
Everywhere I look I see your ghost again....
The New World Order
Welcome to the New World Order
As we go about our lives pretending
Pretending nothings wrong while
We're surrounded by disorder
Chaos Lurking around every twist and bend
As terror seeps into our very breath
Lead by a Court Jester with War as his growing Trend
A Slap in the face, 9/11 birthed disgrace
Watch in horror as freedom collapsed that day
The Unreality of it all as the wound reveals the fierce new face
Faith Collapsing as a bond is forged
Hands now clasped together, We're one
Destroy the Terror, the hammer falls hard
Fuck You Bin Laden,
Your time has finally come.
Damien:
I need a little room to play in so I don't get claustrophobic. One all by my lonesome. Everything that is said is only said to fill the Void inside of our heads. The wounds of my mind will not heal and stay gaping open and loose, for all passing debris to pull itself apart within the growing confines of the wound.
Tommy DeLucas:
Pick some flowers to put on my headstone when the time comes to put on the final act. When the show is over, dust me off and pick up the pieces, but don't try to put me back together again, because I'll have probably moved on to something better by then. Put the pieces in the fire and turn them to ashes, then put them in a sky-writing plane and write my name in the sky for my Last Good-Bye.
Prophet:
If you watch closely, you can see the crows flock around and Protect Him as he goes about his day. Everywhere He goes, they follow Him discreetly in the background. Always, in the background, they handle all of the necessary business that needs to be attended to and taken care of. That way He is free to Document all that is needed for the Scribes' sake. That way he is also left free for when the Fairae Goddess returns to reclaim Her Lost Love.
MISS UNDERSTOOD STOPPED BY
When She returns to Her rightful place at His side, all will be returned to Normal and all the pieces will again be in place.
FREE BLAST- I GOT A HYSTERECTOMY.
Did you do this because of me? Just Shut Up, I AM a Man...
Damien:
I had to fall to lose it all in order to learn how to live. Before then, I was crawling in my skin and not sure of who I was or even Why I was here. It took so long to figure out why, but now that I know, I'm very afraid of what will happen next. No One Ever Sees the Tears of a Clown's Lying Eyes...
Listening to the Universe converse with itself in the confines of a small, disregarded Yellow Sun on the Western Spiral Arm of the Milky Way Galaxy can be amusing. All the little quips and quirks as it continues on its journey into Nothingness with no idea Why, penetrate into the darkness with all the Light and Beauty of its essence is awesome, though.
A lot of things go unnoticed in Life by the inhabitants of this little planet, everyday. Because of this, the build up of Lost Karma leaves an abundance that is yet untapped and there for the taking by the 'Right' people who know how to harness and utilize this power to the benefit of the Universe. The chosen Few who are aware, KNOW! To Know is to be Awake and See all for what it is and WHY, and are willing to Share what IT is with ALL. Knowing what ALL IS, is to hold the key to Eternity and be able to free Love from its Bondage of Soul. The chains that bound Her are of a nature that is Un-Reality. Those ties can only be broken when Purity is returned to its Innocence of Mind and Body. The only way to return to the Start is to Begin Again, Start Fresh and New. Brand New like the New Born Baby. ReBIRTH.
Only then will we be able to rebuild the Foundation Right. Once we have cleared away all the impurities will we be able to begin anew on this experiment gone awry on this world. SIN (pronounced sine), what is that all about anyways? Negative connotations of what we are really all about, and Why. Where we are is called HERE and why we are here is called LEARN. That and the promotion of Happiness and Joy in the Universe. Bent and forgotten are those without these things in Life. And Everyday more and more are left behind to be lost amongst the tumult of Chaos and Disorder. Those Like I once was and like You once were too. Don't Deny it, Never Forget Where You came from, be Proud of it. It's what makes You, YOU.
TURN OFF THE T.V.!!!
I have a quote that fits me perfectly for who and what I am:
J.A.F.O.
What does that mean, you may be asking right now? I'll tell you...:
Just Another Fucking Observer
Period! Nuff said, because that's All I ever am and ever do. I watch the All and everything from beginning to end, start to finish. That's why we must all restart. We all must re-begin, start again, Reboot...
Ah, shit, now we straight brought our the computer bullshit, so we might as well talk about that whole Binary thang again... Zero and One are the Beginning and End... Alpha and Omega... When you turn into something Real and Worthy of Serendipity's Secret then come see me, but until then...
DON'T
There's just something that stands out about US to those Like US that draws Us to Us, you follow what I mean? I have a funny feeling that I'll ALWAYS be the King of Pain. I'm here to Suffer for Eternity for the ALL. Elf or Fairae, You decide, She's still not Here and Now! To quote U2, "I still haven't found what I'm looking for." I mean, I have found it but its still not mine, but at least I recognize that it was Never Mine to begin with.
To begin with, PAY ATTENTION and stay out of my world because you are non-existence in mine. Bacardi 151 and the Last Coors Light in the joint, TOGO! I'm pissed off because I had too many distractions and imbeciles fucking up my Chi!
"This is NOT Averill Park!" Jess- Porthole
November 02, 2002
Men with suitcases and backpacks for God only knows what walk around town looking for Someplace to happen, commit murder by Numbers for the Dis-Ease. They carry the sickness around bearing the weight of years of harboring resentments from years and bully's gone by. To be able to climb the Pyramids of the Ancients into the Future, we must let go of all of those past resentment, because that’s where they belong: In The Past! Learn from them, then let them Be. Leave them in the past so they can't kill us, only help to make us stronger. Haven't we strived all our lives to be Stronger? Everything is Relative to Where you stand in regards to your perspective or Point of View.
November 03, 2002
Clowns on Roller Blades with Aah-Ooh-Ga horns rollin up to the Coffee House amongst the Weirdos of Open-Mic Night. Knowing the Locals and running Away because we Know them and Who they Really Are! The idea of the correlation between music and good games and good things in general is not an uncommon thing between Like Souls not to mention, Good Energy!
November 4, 2002
"I'm feeling way too Normal tonight, almost Real, Too real for this place and Time. God forbid we are too normal to perform our function here on this Ball of Mud we are hurtling around the Universe on."
"I've got Bacardi Lip, Prod Damnit! Since I've decided to turn my life around, I'm falling Up and Throwing Down." Owen Tirre, from Sacred Grounds Coffeehouse in San Pedro, California.
"My attorney has gone on a permanent vacation and won't be back from the Edge of Insanity until next Tuesday. So when he does get back, I'll give you a call and have our Pagers do Lunch with the Cell Phones of the Lying Eyes."
"Yes, my eyes and mind are lying to me again and not telling me what I need to know to get by the crowds of people clogging the arteries of my surroundings. I get real claustrophobic when they Lie to me about what’s really going on around me. It's almost too much to Bear that makes me a Bear who Doesn't Shit in the Woods. Make up for it with trivialities of the Minds Lying Eyes...
November 04, 2002
Knowing your limits is definitely a good thing to know so you never overstep your boundaries and cross that fine line between a Good Time and being an Asshole. So many times we see people cross that line and see them the next day, shaking their heads wondering exactly What happened last night, asking everyone to help them reconstruct exactly how much of an ass they made of themselves.
Knowing what actions cause certain reactions is definitely a good thing. Just look at the 200 car pile up on the Southbound 710 freeway off of Del Amo Blvd. yesterday. Low visibility, poor driving skills and High Speeds in the rain is what did it all in in the end.
what brings them, the loonies, down here to our town to hang with us? what draws them to us like moths drawn to a lamp or fire and keeps them there? is there some sort of silent signal or radio message or telepathy that calls them here? is it the dark part of the mind that hears that silent call that draws them over the edge of insanity into that part of the mind that no one dares to see? does anyone ever want to look at that part of the mind and take it apart to find out what is really wrong, fix it, and put it back together again the way it's meant to be? i do and have successfully done it to myself, but I can only do for myself, and not anyone else at all. just like only you can do for yourself and no one else can.
the reality of it is that there is something here that is calling everyone to come here to the hear and now place. everyone is here and everyone is coming back again, that has been gone. they are all coming back to the here and now place with the red pants and ivy.
the idiots of the world have united around us here tonight to show off their feathers and such like all peacocks love to do. the last poets of gil scott. rolling the dice of stoopidity, you're in my fucking seat once again you fucking nimrods. if you can read this, then you are in my bubble and you better get the fuck out of it now before I have to hurt You. the wanna-be hard asses of this town are nothing but pussies with lots to hide.
November 06, 2002
Reflections of my memories of myself are quickly fading away. I must stop them from driving my memories away from me somehow before they are all gone. A complete deconstruction of the mind is beginning to bleed through the Realities and is being noticed now by the Elders because of this. And when they begin to notice, something is Very wrong with the Machine.
The Crow sitting on the telephone wire outside your window is trying to tell you something very important to your survival. You better pay close attention to what He is saying kuz it just may save your life one day. Or it may be just what you need to turn your Whole Life around for the better. So heed what He has to say to you when He says it. Pay close attention to what the Crows do and where they go, and how they go about it. They Really can help you if you are not bogged down by all the propaganda put forth by the Catholic Church or other such Lame ass religious LIARS!
Some are so stuck on STOOPID that I don't think they'll ever come back from the Edge of Madness. Hang on to it till I kick them out of their Altered Realities. Pretend we're on a boat and I'm about to throw you off of it head first into the water...
Wild, Wild horses that roam the plains with me are my Brethren for all Eternity. Lost Causes surround us everywhere we turn nowadays. Are you one of Us or one of Them? In all honesty do you really think you can get away with trying to pretend being one of Us? Don't Loiter in my Soul any longer because you don't Belong Here any longer.
November 7, 2002
The time has almost come, the Crows are flocking to the Here and Now place in droves. They are awaiting the Re-Birth of the Seed of Never. The Harmonics of the Universe are aligning for the Opening of the Gateway between the Realities...
November 13, 2002
My, how we all love to pass the 'buck' around when we don't want to do something. And when we really don't want to have to do something, how clever we are at passing that 'buck' on to someone else. The Essence of Beauty is what draws us to the Center of The Universe. It doesn't matter what we are, it matters that we're All from the same source, the same Stock, The ALL.
November 16, 2002
Men with an idea of selling an old beat up 8-track player for Crack to get through the pain of the Dis-Ease in his daily routine once again. Where have all of the Beautiful People gone off to Lately? Where do they hide when the SIC ones come out to play during the day?
December 09, 2002
So as we ride on, we realize that change can sometimes be good for us; even if we don't want it to change. So what do we do if the change is NOT good, and we want it back the way we want it to be? What do we do then? I'm very comfortable in my pain and I know it, so why change it?
December 12, 2002
Sitting around doing nothing can cause the mind to wander gleefully across the plains of the past. With no Control, the mind will tend to wander into those places we want it NOT to see. Some of these places are better left undisturbed, but they also must become a point of focus to become fuel for the change that must come about to help US become stronger in order to better ourselves. I myself am at such a point. I want nothing more than to have a chance to get started again, being as I have had EVERYTHING , and I mean EVERYTHING, taken away from me. I now have nothing except for what I had with me, and my woman, and if something doesn't come about soon, I might lose her too.
December 12, 2002
Is unnecessary change worthwhile if in the long run, it turns out to actually be worthwhile and necessary? And is it actually Un-Necessary? Is not everything necessary in the whole scheme of things?
