Cast away
so far gone
no turning back
lost in this world
where to go
which direction
do I go
you raised me
the way you saw fit
never love me
the way a child
should be love.
no I love you ,
hugs or kiss
on the forehead
your so smart
you are beautiful
are words I never heard
you just
cast me away
I'm so far gone
no turning back
loss in this world
want to come home
but the direction
are loss in my head
so what, do I do
but except that you
cast me away
You look to me for answers
answer myself
I don't have
how can I help someone
when I can't help myself.
so I,
cast myself away
I too far gone
to turn back now
loss in a world
that I have no reason
to be here
no sense of direction
It all the same
Cast me away.
October 2006
