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if i dont have those little Eminem treats for my brain...i lose it.
seizure bound.
2 in 2 days.
started when i was out of my pills and i had a yelling match with my dad.
had my girlfriend coming over later that night so i took a shower and woke up in the other room bleeding from my mouth with a lump on my head.
from a seizure...they always hit me in the bathroom, it must be the sound or pressure of the shower that finally does me in.
the stress from earlier was just a "starting" point...no anti-axiety pills and wild anger did the rest to fcuk up my head.
most people dont have to worry about going blank and waking up with their head on the floor from arguing or just taking a shower.
i do.
i had one yesterday afternoon.
after a great night with my girlfriend...i still had no pills.
the computer at the Rx says i cant get those pills becuase its not time.
but the pill bottle says different...doesnt matter...theyre right.
im epileptic and have anxiety that triggers the seizures.
that doesnt mean shyte to doctors,pharmacies,nurses,automated phone messages.
seems like the only people my condition matters to is the people who are around me.
who see me fall out, hear about me having seizures, people who see the aftermath of what happens.
of course they try and help me as much as possible but if that fcuking pharmacy and hack doctors could give me my medication like usual and not listen to a computer...i wouldnt have these god damn brain farts that turn to shit.
i could use some medical marijuana too but...im broke and i'll go to jail if i "medicate" myself without a piece of paper.
good thing they sell boner drugs and anti-gas meds on tv.
who gives a shit about people with real problems.
but at least i can still get a hard on without a doctor's help haha.
