sometimes i just wish i could be angry
truly vent my frustrations upon those i
know deserve it more than anything
just tell the whole world what to go do with itself
and release all of the tension i have been
hoarding for so long
building up a stockpile and safety net
something to fall back on and sink deeper within
right now i just want it all to go away
and leave my mind to it's own devices
and i just want it all to stop hurting
at this moment, this breath, this thought
i just want what i have come to accept as my life to end
and become what every part of me wants and needs it to be

Nijah B Redlin