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What are you waiting for?
Forever ended yesterday, never begins anew
No more dues to pay and no chance of loving you
My heart lays on the floor, drenched with my sweat and tears
I'm going through the door, I'm getting rid of all my fears
I go out and face the sun, a sun that now laughs at me
As the pain swells to mind-numbing, I find that I can't see
This sadness rules my mind, leaving me blind, bound in the dark
I'm drowning, searching for poisoned air in water filled with sharks
I'm longing for your touch, my ties to pain to sever
There's no emotion left in my eyes, you left
And you took my forever
Forever ended yesterday, Never began anew
No more forced dues to pay, no fucking chance of loving you
My heart lays on the floor, ground and shattered hemispheres
But I've already gone through the door, I've gotten rid of all my fears
My desire has left me, you were all I had
And I wonder in desperation, how did I make you mad
Without any warning my world has come to an end
I have no will left to go on or retreat
Through the deepest shadows of pain I've been
Lonely and abandoned, I must admit defeat
I'm lost, confused, and awed, what the hell did i do?
You left me angry and broken, you left
And took forever with you
Forever ended yesterday, Never begins anew
No more dues to pay, no chance of loving you
My heart lays in my hands, it no longer even bleeds
No man is an island, but I no longer have any needs
My Forever no longer exists, nor any longer does the pain
And no emotion will I feel, clarity has occluded my brain
My never is my world, does that make me insane?
Tell me am I wrong? Is that what's wrong with me?
Is it why I wrote this song? Is it all insanity?
I don't know and I don't care, I feel the shattering remorse
And I don't think what you did was fair, still i search for the recourse
So please accept my apologies, accept my fond farewell,
I know I never asked you out, but I'll see you in hell
Everything I am, Everything you were
It all seems pointless, it's all so fucked up
Whatever happened to us being happy?
Happily Ever After seems to be ending
Swiftly it falls apart, broke down and alone
Crash into a wall, nothing's sacred anymore
I can't change who I was, I can't be who you are
Maybe it's better this way, but we got so far
Forever used to be all we needed
And now that it's over, All I wanted was
For you just to be here, the world is so cold
Lifeless and desperate, can't we start again?
Everything falls apart
I can't make it
I gave you everything
And it was all wasted
Everything I am, Everything you were
It all seems pointless, it's all so fucked up
Whatever happened to us being happy?
Happily Ever After seems to be ending
Forever used to be all we needed
And now that it's over, All I wanted was
For you just to be here, the world is so cold
Lifeless and desperate, can't we start again?
Swimming in circles, I'm desperate for the air
I can't find the way out, it's sad that I don't care
I want it all to end, just bury it with me
I can't take your bullshit, it's all started ending
Everything falls apart
I can't make it
I gave you everything
And it was all wasted
Do you want me as I want you
Naked and trembling
In the aniticipation
Of being here with me
We're just two stars, secluded
From all of the world's hate
And we're clinging desperately
At this one chance to escape
Inside of you, you're inside of me
Where everything is purest nothing
And it's consuming all that can never be
And we expand into nothing so completely
I feel your tears on my skin
You're burning me inside
And you're touching everything
I try so hard to hide
All of my fears and my wants
All my sick thoughts, so impure
And I'm finding your acceptance
And somehow I endure
Inside of you, you're inside of me
Where everything is purest nothing
And it's consuming all that can never be
And we expand into nothing so completely
Rip my soul away
Fuck it, who cares?
No one loves me
And I wasn't prepared
You lied to me
And you jurt me again
You promised to be here
So when did forever end?
Kill me softly and bleed me gently
Then fill me with nothing, and leave me lonely
I can't go on
It's just too much
How could you go
Black hole, my life sucked
Away from me
I'm left here with empty
Space I can't fill
Did you mean to
Kill
Me?
