S1K in the Head Parts's blog: "Stuff I wrote a long time ago."

Forever ended yesterday, never begins anew
No more dues to pay and no chance of loving you
My heart lays on the floor, drenched with my sweat and tears
I'm going through the door, I'm getting rid of all my fears

I go out and face the sun, a sun that now laughs at me
As the pain swells to mind-numbing, I find that I can't see
This sadness rules my mind, leaving me blind, bound in the dark
I'm drowning, searching for poisoned air in water filled with sharks

I'm longing for your touch, my ties to pain to sever
There's no emotion left in my eyes, you left
And you took my forever

Forever ended yesterday, Never began anew
No more forced dues to pay, no fucking chance of loving you
My heart lays on the floor, ground and shattered hemispheres
But I've already gone through the door, I've gotten rid of all my fears

My desire has left me, you were all I had
And I wonder in desperation, how did I make you mad
Without any warning my world has come to an end
I have no will left to go on or retreat
Through the deepest shadows of pain I've been
Lonely and abandoned, I must admit defeat

I'm lost, confused, and awed, what the hell did i do?
You left me angry and broken, you left
And took forever with you

Forever ended yesterday, Never begins anew
No more dues to pay, no chance of loving you
My heart lays in my hands, it no longer even bleeds
No man is an island, but I no longer have any needs

My Forever no longer exists, nor any longer does the pain
And no emotion will I feel, clarity has occluded my brain
My never is my world, does that make me insane?
Tell me am I wrong? Is that what's wrong with me?
Is it why I wrote this song? Is it all insanity?
I don't know and I don't care, I feel the shattering remorse
And I don't think what you did was fair, still i search for the recourse

So please accept my apologies, accept my fond farewell,
I know I never asked you out, but I'll see you in hell