Have you ever wanted something for so many reasons that no matter how you think about it you always wind up with the same solution you started with. O want and need that in my life.
Well I've been getting sick and tired of things and people here and I've been thinking. There are certian people that I want closer in my life even if I don't see them all the time or never get to see them.
Like for instanst, I talk to one of them everyday and I really wish I could see her and hang out again. I mean she turned my life around and has been a great friend and I miss her more then anyone anywhere. Yet I can't see her here, barley can talk to her cause of such different scheudcles now.
Anyway back to the reasons I made this. Well talking to her, I realized how much I miss her and a few others back in WA. Granted not the greatest place to live but it made me happy and knowing I can hang with my friend makes me happy.
The gears are turning, I'm done with this crap. I can't do it anymore, I'M GONE!!! No Matter What, I'll be beside her and my family again.
