Don't you just hate when things go so wrong that there is nothing you can do to fix it? Well now I feel that way and the only thing I can do is just say goodbye to her and I did.
I'm actually going to miss her. She is a wonderful person but alas I can not and will not live with making mistakes that can cause someone else pain. I should have said nothing and kept to myself. Now I need to make myself a ghost to her......So she can worry about the important ones that won't hurt her.
To her all I can say is I'm sorry. If only I knew how to handle things better. Just the fact of knowing that I will never be good enough hurts....I wish I didn't like you in that way. Hopefully you forget me.
