maybe but im not sure, possibly yet i might, it could be good right? hmm.... i dont know....its nice but im scared alone in my world drawn in by fear pain and the sad reality of broken dreams....does it seem too far to reach....is it just a temporary thing? are these even questions that can be answered? who really knows what it'd be like, not me not you not us combined....what could be so wrong with trying? broken hearts crushed souls constant crying....maybe not maybe so....does it matter could it matter would it matter? why does this irritate me so....to not know to never want to go with the flow....confussed on instant revising the situation no conclussion ending in pure frustration....quiting being the first thought but continuing could mean something i deeply want....do i know what i want? to know your wants without experiencing the reward....is it even worth working for? wanting....having....trashing....rejecting? and what for? consequences someones gotta pay for it....for what? wanting something so bad getting and taking it back....warm desires under hormonial emotions coming close to words that mean nothing ending in unanswerable thoughts always being lost....coming across questions unknown scared to be hurt so you get there first....making decisions is it really worth the thought....you never know what youll get dealt or come across....go with your heart is what ive been told....but if i listened itd constantly be broke....how can a broken heart speak when every other word skips a beat....does it seem hard to believe? put your head to my chest and while listening youll soon see that my heart beats negatively....
