i dont miss much as a general rule.....however since the loss of my son i find myself missing not only him but ME! i am not sur ewhere i have gone and i dont know where to start looking to find me but i know i am gone....i have no sense of self or humor like i used to and i so wish i was back.....its hard because i dont like who i am today i want to be who i was before july7th the guy everyone loved to talk to and who gave a damn if they did....i feel like the teacher from ferris beuler.....beuler beuler ferris beuler oh ok guess kevin isnt here either......any ideas how to break this cycle would be greatly appreciated!!!!