I have to really take the time to think since I know all these feelings as if there my second life.. I will not give up without a fight.. with the struggles of my heart that seems to take flight.. I look around and trying to find that shining light.. but when I close my eyes at night I still see that darkness that falls with sight.. I wake up to another day wondering were I fail or where I went wrong.. That this seems like an everlasting song.. Asking my self why I can't have that love that I desire so much.. Thats burns in my heart like fire but yet it wasn't ment to start a fire.. So I fight the everylasting battle that has now become my life.
