I continue to put myself out there and show there is more then just hate.. But at the same time I still can not penetrate why I am always so late.. I have true friends that I know that care. Then I have those that act like test me if you dare.. If you are a friend you're a friend for life.. Unless you're not willing to sacrifice. Its know fact that once all goes wrong.. You turn around and hurt the ones that been with you all along..
Is this is why love is so hard?? To find cause those that have been given it don't want it or just want to shy away from it. Or they just don't know how to embrace it.. So now it comes a time when you turn your back on those that seem to be the ones stabbing you like it's an everyday fact. So you walk toward the door with out looking back.
My life has never been peaches and creams full of disappointments and a lot of dreams.. Dreams that I follow cause its food for my heart.. Even though I get like fifty darts. I embrace those around me and shield them from harm.. I caress and care for them so they feel warm.. So why is it when I fall in love all I get is a thorn or another armed wound to my heart? Oh lord help me but sooner or later I'm going to fall apart.
