So I opened myself up...and got hurt again. And I have no freaking idea what I did. All I know is that one day everything is great, he's texting me and wants to see me, get to know me, etc. and now i'm deleted from his friends and blocked from his page, even removed me from his IM. Don't know why or what caused it. Didn't even get "the speech" about what a great girl I am but he's not ready for a relationship, or he needs some time, or whatever. I'm just left here hanging. Wondering what the hell I did to deserve this? I don't understand why it's so easy for people to take advantage of me and hurt me. Do they get sick pleasure from it? I wish that I could just cut out my heart so that I never had to feel again.
