I'm never sure what to do when I meet someone new. I've been burned so many times that I'm afraid to think that this new person might be honest and sincere. I'm afraid to like him because what if he turns out like all the rest? What if I put myself out there again and get my heart ripped apart and handed back to me in pieces? I'm trying not to dwell on it, to just let things happen as they will. But I think way too much and my brain can never be calm. Why is this so damn difficult?