Feeling all alone and utterly betrayed, not sure what is true and real anymore.
I sink deeper in my darkness with no apparent way to return.
Do I dare completely trust the feelings I fear inside or is it just cruel deception of the enemy that forever hides?
No one tries to understand the pain and hurt I feel inside, when all they think of is self.
Does anyone even really care what fear my mind can see?
Hope are built along with trust, just to be run over at the twisted whim of those that lie.
Compound fractures left in their wake as repairs are slowly made, just in time before the next big wave.
I am strong in spirit and soul you see but sometimes I feel lost deep inside.
Corruption can take hold of anyone and twist him or her into a monster that they never thought they would ever become.
Hurting those people around in little ways until the hurt and pain starts to grow and tear them all apart.
Lies are told even if only the small, to trample away the dreams of the future you hold dear.