Things could be better for me in life but I guess that I just get the messed up end of the stick. I try so hard to straighten up my life and still I somehow get knocked down to the bottom. Here recently I broke up with Matt because he began to bewcome too annoying and I need a man in my life that knows when to give a person space when they need it plus not do stuff to fit in for things. I just wish that I could find a man who understands me for myself and not try to change me for what he wants but thats seems to never happen. Maybe someday I will find someone who can understand me and accept me for myself and nothing more,plus will just be theirself as well. Thats all I ask for in life nothing more nor less!
