COHEED AND CAMBRIA
"Welcome Home"
You could've been all I wanted
But you weren't honest
Now get in the ground
You choked off the surest of favors
But if you really loved me
You would've endured my world
Well you're just as I presumed
A whore in sheep's clothing
Fucking up all I do
And if it's here we stop
Then never again
Will you see this in your life?
Hang on to the glory at my right hand
Here laid to rest is our love ever longed?
With truth on the shores of compassion
You seem to take premise to all of these songs
You stormed off to scar the armada
Like Jesus played letter,
I'll drill through your hands
The stone for the curse you have blamed me
With love and devotion, I'll die as you sleep
But if you could just write me out
To neverless wonder... happy will I become
Be true that this is no option,
So with sin I condemn you
Demon play, demon out!
Hang on to the glory at my right hand
Here laid to rest is our love ever longed?
With truth on the shores of compassion
You seem to take premise to all of these songs
One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind girl...
I'd do anything for you
One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind girl...
Before I hope you die
so id figure id start my newest blog w/ my most fav song!!
So monday i start beauty school. im soo excited!
yesterday i went to the dr. As many of you know I have female issues. I dont have a monthly friend.
So after 3 years of testing and blood work and all that bs. My new specialist now is 99% sure knows whats wrong w/ me. I have to go in for an MRI on my brain and an dexa scan. The Dexa scan is like an xray on my hips and spine to see is i have thick bones or weak bones. My estrogen is bordering low and normal. So yeah. Then the MRI is to see I might have a cyst on my brain. He siad not to worry so Im not. they cant pop it or it'll cause more damage. They just go away if i do have one. Then so its down to a cyst on my brain or my gland isnt working. So I'm normal he says... I guess he doesnt know me well enough! lmao So basically to have babies I just need to take about as much hormoes as 1/2 of a birth control pill. So he said when I'm ready to go in and he'll put me on it. So I'm happy and I now know I can have babies.. so in about 3+ years I'll be a modified mama!! haha!! So I just wanted to give yinz a quicky update! I'm so excited!! I can choose when to get knocked up!! WOOT WOOT!!
umm i'm still w/ my bf.
in a few years i hope to be out of my parents house for good.
im staying busy. thank god! if i dont stay busyt i'll go nuts.
an d the typical dramatic unnessesary bull shit!!
also im doing well working and not getting paid! lol.. gom is coming along AWESOME!! ill keep you updated!!
well im exhausted. I just wanted to let anyone who cares that i am alive and well and to hit me up for my cell number!
xo's
Jade
