omg I havent wrote/ been on in foreva!!
So I got addicted to the show Miami Ink. So on Myspace they had a bulletine about a casting call for anyone who wants a portrait. So I thought of a rib tattoo before in memory of my grandpa Smith but I decided to do a portrait of him and i when I was a baby. have it and oval and light around it and have it fade and underneath have it say "His Patsy always and forever."
This is the pic I wanna use...
the pic
So Im working on the application.
Here is the only part im ify about too long tm or what
My tattoo is a baby picture of me and my grandpa holding me. He helped raise me. He was a stay at home at a point and while grandma and my mom where at work I'd stay home and grandpa babysat me. May 2006 We found out he had lung cancer. I was graduating that June. He had just enough energy see me walk. Then this past January he passed away. So the portrait I want was his favorite picture of us.
So how is that so far??
Ok besides that!! Saturday is deffinatly my bday!! Ill be 20!! Im pumped. Throwing a bash at my budy LeAnnes. A Pure Romance party then everyone is just gonna chill watch tv act RETARTED!!! All that good stuff. Then Saturday Its Sean and I for a lil bit of stuff to do. But he just put 1035 in his Mountaineer so the next 2 weeks are sitting at home chillin. So he said we'll do my bday up big then. So Im pumped!! He wont be able to make it for the Pure Romance part so Friday Im getting my money from my mommy and Im gonna blow it on soem good old fashion toys and novelties!!
So Ill have PLENTY of pics from the party if I can find my camera! Ill be pissed if I cant! Fuck Ill need to buy one then!! lol.
So then yesterday I dyed my hair. Its rockin! I have fuschia streaks hidden. It looks soo good!! So for the top panel of my hair Im goona hot roller it and have the pin up curls then straighten the rest. sounds off the wall but soooo cute. Tried it last night.
So Im MOVING OUT!! Yup spreading my wings and moving out and the end of August. Im gonna be living w/my buddy's LeAnne and Del. Oh did I mention Sean too! Yup were heading out on our own, kinda. 300 a month and our groceries! THATS IT!! We'll struggle w/ some stuff but thats ok. We'll be able to make it. Plus Im gonna try and go to cosmetology school. So Ill be able to do ppls hair. I got a chair waiting for me when I graduate. Plus Ill have my friends to come and have me do their hair. So thats about it...
Oh Im also getting tested for menapause. Yup Im gonna be 20 and maybe already going through it. So I had LeAnne and Del's grandpa (a preacher) pray over me. Hes help heal many people. I pray and hope that I can get healed too. He told me one story that blew my mind.
A young boy almost 30+ years ago almost mos got his leg cut off from the knee down. Yes OFF!! CUT OFF!! So what they did was take another piece of the same leg and fused it on to his leg. His left leg was 1 and a half inches SHORTER than his right. So he went to church on his special shoes and told the preacher (grandpa) that he wanted him to bless his leg. So Grandpa had him come to he front pew and lay down. grandpa took off his socks and shoes.Then began to pray. The boy stood up and was completly level. He was healed. So he left his shoes there. So I can only hope and pray I get healed. I ahev an extremly strong faith i the power of God and in God. So I keep a level head dont worry about a persons illness or dilema. I sit and pray for them. So yeah... Im tired.... Im done... I'll ad more tomorrow!!
xo's
Amber
