WELL ITS THAT INFAMOUS TIME FOR AN UPDATE
hello all it me
lot has happened over the course of a year...
I have cleaned up my act alot.....I quit drinking for most part yes i said it quit drinking
I thought I was having a new addition to Family well that didnt happen(TAKE IT FOR WHAT ITS WORTH)
Also met alot of new friends in the wierdest of places
ALSO FOUND SOME FRIENDS ARENT REALLY THERE WHEN YOU NEED THEM
found some old friends met some new thanks for that to help me keep me SANE
almost went to JAIL ( if you dont know better recognize)
Also found out just cuz people say shit to your face doesnt mean its always true. found that out the hard way and in long run if you really think I care or you need to lie and decieve then good so be it, I know where I stand with you and you will eventually know where you stand with me who really wins.
I have learned I FUCK up just like any other human but also know where my mistakes are and try to make ammends and fix them and have and trying to set things right with whoever I need. But at same time I need to grow not only as a person but as a human. if you dont let me know IM WRONG how am I suppose to grow.
Well now that Jail, Kids, friendship have been discussed lets move on
step 2
i have the best job in the world at moment I am learning to be a great chef from 2 top notch chefs, and not only that they escort me around, ye the hours suck 3pm - 11 pm but oh welll with those hours it keeps me out of trouble and thats a good thing
9 months to go and Im a free man... out of goverment trouble and DAM THE MAN
also LOVE HAS BEEN LOST but found again so good for me right....hold on a second thats 2 good to be true
yes there is some slight issues with that as well and will not be discussed in this BLOG
any ways
usually I bitch n complain so maybe i should a little.....heres my FUCK YOU SHOUT OUTS
FUCK YOU if you dont like me, FUCK YOU if you want to HURT me n screw me over, FUCK YOU if you LIE CHEAT OR STEAL, FUCK YOU if you dont like me improving my stature
Ok enough
I stood up in my best friends wedding and yes I wore PINK but you know what it was all worth it to see him get married and my date was phenominal so was the rest of the wedding party, I have come to the conclusins that sometimes things are not what they seem and i should just remain that. other then tthat things are good, actually better then good and going towards better. I just cant wait to see the path that has been layed out for me and the direction that I take from this point
I believe tthats enough of an update for now so we will leave the rest for a part 2
