loopyass's blog: "Awesome"

Ive read alot of MuMMs on here concerning Fubar. Most had to do with the site and ppls experiences on here. As always alot of them are negative lmfaooooooooooooooooo. Not to say that there are not rude and mean ppl here, myself included at times. Yet I have also noticed that there are alot of postive ppl on fubar. I have met some really cool people who I would have otherwise may have never met. One of my new friends is a real nut, shes young and full of life and mischief, but I Love that nut dearly shes a sweet heart. I have had some terrific laughs that have helped me through my days and made life just a little more pleasent. I guess you receive what you put out as always in life. So to all my new friends and old ones who i might have lost touch with, thanks for the laughs and times. You have all added to my life and have brought joy to it. If you read this and dont really know me, well hit me up in shoutbox im usally always running my mouth. So enjoy Fubarians and I wish you all well. An hope like me that you will meet someone to help bring laughter to your day and a smile to your face.

OK , where do i start that i have lost 15 pounds, that my eyes are sunken or that my family hasnt seen me in two weeks. That the moment i walk away im wondering if the next good mummm has come out. People im totally addicted. I have turned into a Fubar fanatic. I keep telling myself thats it is just a stage and it will wear off. Yet yesterday at the store my mind kept wondering did I make sure I returned all the love shown me. My fellow roomies in the chat room that I attend have threatend to do an intervention; luckily for me they are slowing getting pulled in themseleves. Yes i shamefully admit to telling them all about the FU with the hope that like me they will get addicted. I know you think that is shallow, but you must realize its the FU not me. Im not responsibe for my spordic behavior. The good part is I recognized i have a problem. So i asked the fubar staff for help, they directed to the very first fubar annon. meeting, where i met my sponsor and I am attempting to turn my life around. Like my sponsor say one Fuday at a time , or as I say one mumm at a time. Yes so far i have relasped daily but theres hope my sponsor actually has 5 hours clean so if he can do it I know I can. So this is my ongoing fight ppl. The good thing is when i relapse the only pain i recieve is lots of new friends and alot of fun. So if you are addicted as i am take it a Fuday at a time and plzzzz leave some white chips for me lmaoooooooooooooooooo.