I loved you whole. I told you all my flaws. I exposed my soul to you. In return, you hid your soul from me. I tried desperately to draw you out of your shell. I coaxed you into telling me the truth a few times, but never could you be whole with me. Never could you love me whole. You loved me with bits and pieces of your true self. I was naive to believe you'd love me. You don't love yourself. How can I expect you to love me? All I was to you was a dream. I'll never be your reality. You won't let yourself awaken to the love standing before you. It's your greatest fear to be loved. All you ever knew of love was hurt. I'd never hurt you. I'd never abandon you. Instead, you did it to me. You pushed the dream away. All I ever wanted was you..... not your little white lies. My eyes were closed because my heart was so forgiving. Now I open them.... and I am awakening to heartbreak. I do not regret you. I do not regret loving you. My only regret is... your regret you will have when you lose me. The line has been drawn. I have been pinched. I want to hang on. I want to... but I can only take so much. I don't know if I can believe you'll save me from drowning in this hurt you caused me. I'm not too good for you. I'm too honest for you. I'm awakening to heartbreak.
